i learnt a lot of things these day...i'm not complaining cause i know this is the merry go round of life.,i would try to   trough this journey with patience and i will endure the pain.insyaallah,.one day you will find the the true happiness.the times when we're happy,the times when we're sad,the obvious happiness.

INSPIRIT INFINITE

OHHHHHHH PROUD!!!! SO PROUD with INFINITE win on Music Bank!! they totally deserve it!! ahahah i'm really satisfied now coz they're gaining too much popularity !! i still remember they're not popular on their early years yet i still be their lOYAL inspirit..SINCE DEBUT!! that's why i'm proud .. now,inspirit increasing non stop!! THE CHASER is really a success!!

screenshots of sungjongie crying for winning

Hi !! ahh,now midnight ady, i think i should post something before i sleep..eh, recently upset with some friend's behave,to me..i know i should be contented for them being with me all this time,but some chingu la,i think she don't appreciate me,i'ts okay la..i don't mind,and i'm not really important to you right?heh~even i love you friend,but what should i do when you're making this hard?? nevermind, i'll try to think positive, maybe would be better,neh...?ahah, keeping those photos from a long time,i should post here ,right??kekkeke

they are back..

today i'm T_T..THE BOSS/DGNA!! my boys!! they are back .. i can't still believe that..since they are 'gone' for a while,facing the difficult times,though it was a very difficult time,and so the fans are miserable too,knowing they are in huge trouble,now problems cleared and for such a long time,they are back again,appearing again on twitter,gave me such an indescribably excitement..Jay is back!!! so on the other members! all members gave their appreciation! and also apologise to fans for making fans worried and miserable during this hard period..i hope this won't repeat again,please..since today,i will believe this, " a parting,so that we can return again" yes! i will believe that!! they make me finally trust this!! thank you so much boys for coming back to my life..thank you so much..domo arigatogozaimasu!! Jay..all this while ,really,too much missing his presence! today you back with new DP ya..haha keep shining my life okay^^ Jay new twitter DP 120518

LOVE LOVE LOVE STRONGER!! FOR THE BOSS ^^

everyone,hi..these few days..no..these few months! i felt a lot..a mixed feeling..to express it so that everyone could understand properly,is absolutely impossible..big changes that i felt lately was my foreign friends, especially Saki..wuwuwu Saki ,i don't know why she is so kind! too kind,,i believe that we are bestfriend~ we plan to meet on December,or maybe Nov..around those months la..she want to bring souvenirs from japan!! woowowow!! i'm so happy..same with me! when she come,i would make sure that she bring home souvenirs from Malaysia to Japan..kkk...i told Saki,i would make her a 'Baju Kurung'Malay traditional wearing. She seems so excited that i told her various type of foods waits here for her!! kkk so funny..we were getting too much excitement in order to meet ! So that's done for her.now,unexpressed feelings keeps lingering..>< because i'm just the way too happy!! overjoyed! excited!! what else??..wuwuuwuwu...my awaits stop for a while..they are making a Korean Comeback this 17th!! really glad!! oop sorry,who else? my five stars,The BOSS/DaeGukNamAh/Daikoku Danji!! sorry they got lots of name..kkk...they just finished their promotion for JUMPING iN jAPAN and thankfully,as usual,it was a success!! they rank 3rd on Oricon Chart! what a suprise!! they beat others ,so proud..sorry that i'm so into their success,because they are listed as underrated in Korea!(fans must knew this,right?) a very talented,superb,unique style,awesome song,but being too underrated ,their fans seems so tiny in Korea! but.......who knows in Japan they were such a superstar!!! since debuting in Japan till now,the name Daikoku Danji is sooooo familiar in Japan,sometimes i really love them more in Japan..kkk ,,yes they are too popular in Japan!!! i felt that other groups should recognize them as senior,veteran? influenced senior in JaPAN!! that's why i seems to be moving the side away..kkk..because Japanese really know the true art of singers! talents finally recognized! just now i watched the videos of their earlier days~ wow..still cannot believe that all members had changed a lot!! time passed too fast..Jay is grown up handsome boy now..wuuwuwuwu..when he debuted neither when he was in Xing,he just grown up too much!! become so matured now..when reviewing old videos of them,one would be teary..i'd always want other groups to respect them as they had trough too much in this entertainment industries,they had too much experiences,and i thought,other groups should learn a lot from them! they are special for me because they are diffrent ,absolutely differ,i said this because some groups got only pretty face and then they are loved by people,even there is no ,perfection of vocal...but THE BOSS got a whole package! all members could sing even the maknae! my jAY voice is awesome,too nice!! usually,most of other korean group,only a few members could sing,and the left are given trust to dancing or with ;visual' of the group..what i'm trying to say is The Boss is absolutely differ,talented,charming!!they got too much advantages!now that they will back in Korean,i 'm really,too much,anticipating for their comeback,even when watching the teaser for 'Shadow' i became ..warrrgggggghhhh,,,cannot express it!! don't know why but i 'm sure,totally sure their comeback this time would be a BIG HIT!! WOW!! big hit!! i'm really sure..i really wish netizens would realise that there is actually a big star,true talent,whose blinded by other cheap talents! i believe in them! like i told Jay on Twitter,i believe in Jay and others members!ahh suddenly went to my mind,,i'm too happy these day knowing that my letters to Jay and Daikoku Danji were sent! and all thanks to Mei-san and Non-san! mei-san helped me to 'ghost writing' to Jay..kkk..since mei was going to release event of daikoku danji on 31th march,on Jay birthday..Mei-san said there will be a,called 'present box' for Jay.so fans could give their present and letters to Jay on that day!! heard that,i shouted in my heart,too overjoyed! i wrote to Jay,but only a short one,just wished him happy birthday and fews other words..thankfully,the letters was sent safely to Jay!! i'm not happy for no reason,it just a emmm,like a dream come true,my letters to jay,he will read ,for sure! Mei said Daikoku Danji would read all what fans wrote,,they will read while working,usually..>< i think i'm lucky cause ,only japanese fans got this opportunity,and i'm the one of them,even not living in japan to get closer with daikoku danji,but also lucky as i'm receiving lots of help from japanese friend!same with Non-san,she also 'ghost writing' for me,this time i wrote longer because it would sent to all members! i don't know who to share this happiness!!yes! it just like a dream come true!!what makes me more happy is Japanese friends said Daikoku Danji would absolutely read what fans wrote to them! only in Japan..wowo i still don't believed that i got this chance!and what makes me teary is Aya-san! i just knew Aya-san and we get along so well!! she also went to the event on that day! what suprised me was that she also wrote letter to Daikoku Danji,,,and..she told me that she wrote to daikoku danji about my love to them! she suprisingly kind,telling daikoku danji about me!! such a kind girl!!  till now i'm so grateful..having a very kind foreign friends~they helped me a lot  and that makes my love for THE BOSS/DAIKOKU DANJI/DGNA is stronger!! we believe on each other..fans and THE BOSS!! I LOVE YOU!!

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

sweet moment with Saki

Recently,me and Saki really enjoyed our international talk,and we become so excited to meet each other!! Saki really want to come to Malaysia and stay at my house.Knowing that,i'm totally happy! our house is open for you Saki!come anytime you want! Saki scared that communication would be problems because she don't really know English!! actually that would not be such a problem,since I've been learning Japanese these days~for the basic speaking in Japanese,i bet i'm good enough for a beginner,for daily life chatting,still not become a big problem^^i understand Saki must feel bad,so i send her a 'message'  to give  support! friend support is needed! Saki is not bad in English^^,she just too humble..i expect..
                           we exchange photos with message^^kkk                             

MY Daikoku Danji >JUMPING higher and higher!!!

konnichiwa minasan! yes i know i'm late but don't blame it to me,go and scold my time~where is my time?recently it's not around...kkkksince Jumping has been released,i'm also addicted to jump and jump again and again!why???woahhhhhhhhhh daikoku danji daebaklah! this song are verryyyyyyyy nice!!! i love this song so much!!!! all members improved a lot! i love karam hair style,ah and also mika-san hair,,,aiiii kawaiii desu ne?hyunmin looks thin and injun?hummm our injun-san still with his chicken hair...kkkk but still look nice lorrr...who else?of course my lovely maknae!!JAY!!WHY SO COOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLL!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! totally melt my heart....when he run,i want to scream yah!! very daebak Daikoku Danji this time!! i heart you guys yap!! muahhhhhhh!!!and here is the PV for Jumping^^please have a look to this and i'm sure you will be impressed!



大国男児 - Jumping PV by dijitalove

when times goes by..

It's been almost two month that i've worked at Taska Love Iman..tomorrow will be my last day there..i still doesn't know what is this feeling inside there..there in my heart,i am feeling troubled..i don't want to leave my kids this soon..i felt burdened in my heart that to think every single moment that i will no longer be on their side..with the kids,i found happiness..i don't care what others would think of my work,maybe one could think this kind of job is tiring and kind of low standard,yeah for a teenager,a modern mayb who would spend their day to take care of kids,wash them,wear them clothes,shaking milks on their bottle,play and run with kids allover your side,and whatsoover when you actually can go outing with friends.watching cinemas,hanging around..ya..it is like,yeah...now it's this kind of feeling,you will be leaving your kids! just imagine that we lost our own kids..almost everyday i spent with kids,and who's the weirdo who would not feel anything in their heart?even a bit of a stumbled heart?i felt more than a stumbled heart..because i love them so much..they are like my own kids..i know i'm still young,but sometimes a young heart could know and feel this feeling..i wish i could stay more longer,but i would not..i don't want something bad happen..ant that's is the matter,only me and few others knew..
i knew..my step must be heavy on the last day,i don't want to say goodbye to kids,especially the kids who i adored so much..!! Daneen~i don't want to leave you baby...i love her truly,really,..since i worked there we've been very close together,..she only can get along with me there..i wonder who will adored daneen after i've left..she must be lonely..ahhhh what a pity..i'm so worried about that these day..my work partner,K.Nor said Daneen must be looking around for me when i'm gone..i knew that ady..but Daneen is not the type who randomly looking for me all the time,she play and get along well with others too...but then k.nor said,yes it's true but when daneen cried she will be looking for me..even when she just wake up from sleep..she would wandering around...crying while searching for my sight..when others hurt her,she would come to me..argh..these must be a memories..everyday she would sleep on my side..and we would hugging each other..there just full of love! i know when times goes by,daneen would forget me,but i really hoped that she will not do that bcause i will remembering her all the time..



                                           

with Daneen

with Damien

with Fahima

with Hayfa

with Ucop

with Adam

with Adam Aryan

with Irfan

with Firdaus

with Qayyum

with Humaira

with Safwan

kids,i will remember the times when we were together^^

DAIKOKU DANJI KAWAII PHOTOS !!

Here is some of the photos of Daikoku Danji that i've edit.It is simple but i really love it!Please take a look everyone^^

[NEWS] The Boss to release their 5th japanese single

The Boss will release the next japanese single on the March 28th, in three types as the previous releases.

Title, tracklist and other details are not revealed yet, for more information incoming please stay tuned on StardustBoss!

Credits: Shinseido | StardustBoss

http://twilight-paradise.net/Lyrics/?p=309

Daikoku Danji – Love Story
Lyrics: H.U.B.
Composition: Fujimoto Kazunori

Aishiteru 100nengo mo kimi dake wo aishiteru yakusoku suru yo zutto

“Tomodachi no tomodachi” to kimi wo shoukai sarete
Bokura wa deatta ne ano hi
Nanto naku gikochinaku “hajimete” to itta
Dokidoki ga kimi ni kikoenai you ni

Shame okuru kara, to koukan shita ADORESU kara
Boku no omoi ga kimi made todoku to ii na

Aishiteru 100nengo mo kimi dake wo aishiteru yakusoku suru yo zutto
Agerareru mono mo nai shi kiyou demo nai keredo
Itsudemo kimi no soba ni boku wa iru kara

Omou koto surechigai kimi ga nakisou ni natte
Jibun ga chiisaku mieta

“Gomen ne” to ittara chotto okoru furishite mo
Sugu ni waratte sore de mata suki ni natte

Itsu no hi ka donna koto ga
Bokutachi ni okitatte kanarazu norikoeyou
Shiawase wa yume wo egaki kanashimi wa wakeatte
Ashita wo sagashite ikou sora wo miagete

Bokura ga meguriaeta koto taisetsu ni shitai yo
Tsutsumikomu you ni kimi wo mamoritsuzukeru yo

Aishiteru 100nengo mo kimi dake wo aishiteru yakusoku suru yo zutto

Agerareru mono mo nai shi kiyou demo nai keredo
Itsudemo kimi no soba ni boku wa iru kara
Dokomademo ashita wo sagashite ikou sora wo miagete

LOVE LETTER PHOTOS

banzai!!! today is the release of Daikoku Danji 1'st JAPANESE ALBUM 'LOVE LETTER'~I wonder what will be their concept for the album this time?romantic maybe..(^0^)..here is the photos of their 1st japanese album LOVE LETTER~~TAKE A LOOK!

lucky girl mei-san

(T_T).....................(T_T)oh,i am really sad..she is a very lucky girl..who is it?Mei..MEI-SAN..she is my friend and we know each other through TWITTER..mei-san is a Japanese girl,17 this years..she is kind,friendly and understanding,once i said to her that my japanese is awful,i apologized to her and she asked me to stop say 'sorry' again and again.. because she don't mind my weakness..we getting along so well..yeah.. we are fans of DAIKOKU DANJI(^-^)as she live in japan,i thought she always can get to see Daikoku Danji,but she said she can't go to see them because she stay far from Tokyo,her hometown is in Hyogo..last year she said she will go to Daikoku Danji event in January 2012,it is a handshake event!!even i was jealous i asked her to shake hand with Jay(daikoku danji member)two times!!a shake with her and one shake for me(^0^)P.i requested her >'tell Jay that the second shake is from your friend who live in Malaysia'.she will..she say~hahanow! is the highlight for this entry!!!

@2525mechuanmei@BB21d-na

@suejihwan94 はい^^ そうです＼(^o^)／ 1st album Love Letters!! このCDは明日手に入ります♡ その中に彼らと握手出来るチケットが入ってます!

@2525mechuanmei@BB21d-na

@suejihwan94 いいえ~^^ 全部に入ってますよ＼(^o^)／ 私はALBUMを3枚買うので 3回彼らと握手をします~!

Today, mei-san said she will really go to Daikoku Danji handshake event on 21/1,because she had buy 3 times of Daikoku Danji 1st Japanese album Love Letters..the ticket is in the CD,,*i bet she must be a rich girl*
so,that's what i think about her,a lucky girl.............................^^mei-san,ganbatte ne!

LOVE DAYS LYRICS AND TRANSLATION

Love Days

ずいぶんたつんだね　あっというまだったね

zuibuntatsundane attoiumadattane

Time just flew by. I took no note of it.

であったころのむねのときめき　いまでもすぐにおもいだせる

deattakoronomunenotokimeki imademosuguniomoidaseru

It’s easy for me to remember that my heart beated at the very first meeting with you.

きみがすきってことはだいぜんていとして

kimigasukittekotowadaizennteitoshite

You don’t have to say you love me.

ふまんなどないみたされている　そんなひびがつづいてるけど

fumannnadonaimitasareteiru sonnahibigatsuzuiterukedo

I have nothing to complain about you. My heart is filled with happiness.

It’s continuing in the same way.

 I wanna be with you.

だいじだとおもえばおもうほど

daijidatoomoebaomouhodo

You are the one my treasure.

I wanna make you mine

ふあんになる きみよ　どこかきえないで　ずっとこのまま

fuanninaru kimoyo dokokakienaide zuttokonomama

I’m afraid if you are flown away. Don’t escape me.

すきですきでいっしょにいたいから

sukidesukideishyoniitaikara

I love you, I love you. Stay with me from now until forever.

すきですきでみつめていたいから

sukidesukidemitsumeteitaikara

I love you, I love you.Never had I imagined living without you.

きみをもっとしりたくて　ぼくはこのてをのばした

kimiwomottoshiritakute bokuwakonotewonobashita

I want to know you better.I  lead you by the hand.

すきでずっと　つたえたくて

sukidezutto tsutaetakute

All I wanted to say is I love you.

いまでもあいくるしくほんをよむ　よこがお

imademoaikurushikuhonnwoyomu yokogao

I love your profile reading a book.

みつめていてあきなくて　ときがとまればいいとおもってた

mitsumeteiteakinakute tokigatomarebaiitoomotteta

I just want to see you.This is all I’m asking for.

I wanna be with you

たまにけんかして　きずつけあい

tamanikenkashite kizutukeai

When I sometimes have quarrels with you,

I wanna make you mine

すれちがいにぼくらのみらいがすこしこわくなる

surechigainibokuranomiraigasukoshikowakunaru

I’m afraid that these days of love are gone someday.

すきですきでつきあったぼくらが

sukidesukidetsukiattabokuraga

We came to love each other.

いやでいやでしかたなくなるよな　れんあいはもうしたくなくて　こころがわりにおびえた

iyadeiyadeshikatanakunaruyona rennnaiwamoushitakunakute kokorogwariniobiata

I don’t want to lose the love we shared. I’m afraid if you’re determined to leave me someday.

すきですきでしかたないしぐさが

sukidesukideshikatanaishigusaga

I love every move you make

すこしきになる　はしのもちかたも　けっきょくすべていとおしくて

sukoshikininaru hashinomochikatamo kekkyokusubeteitooshikute

You use chopsticks in an awkward way.But my love will never end.

このこいがさいごとおもわせて

konokoigasaigotoomowasete

I believe this is the everlasting love.

すきですきできみがすきで

sukidesukidekimigasukide

I love you, I love you.  I can’t help falling in love with you.

あふれるおもいをうたを　とどいてるのきこえてるの

afureruomoiwoutawo todoiterunokikoeteruno

Will my heart touch you by singing ?

いちばんだいじないとしいきみよ

ichibandaijinaitoshiikimiyo

You will always be the only one.

すきですきでつきあったぼくらが

sukidesukidetsukiattabokuraga

We came to love each other.

たがいのすきもきらいもけがれも みとめあってはげましあって　ささえあいいきれたらすてきだね

tagainosukimokiraimokegaremo

mitomettahagemashiatte sasaeaiikiretarasutekidane

I’d like to accept everything as long as just as you are.

すきですきでしかたないしぐさが

sukidesukideshikatanaishigusaga

I love every move you make.

すこしきになるはしのもちかたも　けっきょくすべていとおしくて

sukoshikininaruhashinomochikatamo kekyokusubeteitooshikute

You use chopsticks in an awkward way.But my love will never end

このこいがさいごとおもわせて

konokoigasaigotoomowasete

I believe this is the everlasting love

credits: jyunkei@stardustboss.net

story of the kids

Taska Love Iman..keke^^ i work there..kat sane sejuk je memanjang..tak penah nk panas sbb keliling pun pokok je.. private sikit kot..
kids pun x byk,ada lah dlm 12 org..sikit sgt lau nk dibandingkn dgn Tadika annur tu,my friends work there and she said she had to wash 80 kids..woah~12 org budk pun pening nk handle,ape lagi 80 org(^0^')
kids kat taska ni sumenye dengar cakap dan x melawan,overall sangat bagus lah!
tp sorg2 tu mcm2 lah perangainye.....heheh
hayfa
-hayfa ni kira veteran kat taska ni,,keke..sebab dye lame dh daycare kat sini,dari umur dye 2 bulan..skrg dh stahun lebih dh.. hayfa sangat cute^^ tp jgn main! dye ni gangster kat taska ni,kena apepun tetap kebal je,we called her "cik puan besar" haha..
Irfan
-irfan..seorg yg pendiam jek..tp dlm diam suke kacau org lain..kat sini kitorg pggl dye "orang tua" sebab dye ni selalu je sakit pinggang,bdiri sikit,terus je nak duduk..huh apelah..pantang nmpak biskut irfan ni,dhla satu x cukup..mesti mintak lgi..mkn byk tp badan *halusnye........
Damien
-haha damien ni kira cam hero r kt sini..damien paling cool^^kulit putih mengalahkn koreans..xpyh pakai bedak pun..benda paling penting dlm hidup damien adlh patung Buzz Lighter dan bantal busuk dye..kalau xde benda tu..hermm..x taulah..damien ni gelaran dye kat sini "king or raja" sbb dye ni pemalas sgt,suke suruh org ikut dye..
Qayyum
-qayyum pulak..baik je..mmg sgt baik lah!! dye ni berisi sgt..,bru je berjalan,pipi tembam dye turut same brgoncang,dye ni pembersih..haha..setiap kali suap mknn dlm mulut mesti dye terus sapu mulut dye..apelah..
dye suke sgt senyum,nk suruh org terpikat r tu..
Fahima
-empunya budak yg nma fahima ni..orgnye mmg terlalu lembut!~~sgt lembut..kita pggil dye 'perempuan melayu terakhir' sbb mmg terlalu smooth..orangnye x pyh nk ckp ah..lawa sangat..muke pan-asian ade,jepun ade,korea ada,cina pun ad..huhh x boleh nk describe ah..baju2 and dress dye uih..sape tgk memang dengki r..bju sumenye fashion korea..bila tnye sape yg beli,dye mesti akn jawab abah dye yg beli..abah dye minat korea gk kot..haha..bukan stakat bju,benda lain dye punye,mesti dye ckp abah dye yg beli..fahima ni memg ank abah lah~~
Safwan
-safwan pulak seorg budak istimewa..tapi dye bagus sgt..bile dgr ayat al quran ke zikir ke azan ke mesti dye akn ikut..tulah yg dye paling suke..safwan ni makan byk sgt2..same mcm org dewasa mkn..dye jgk seorg yg garang wo...
pantang silap tegur sikit time dye mood x ok,,ish..
Daneen
-daneen ni comel sgt..cam arab princess..sepanjang mase dye suke senyum,menampakkan dimple dye yg cute tuh..daneen suke sgt main acah2 ngn bdk2 lain..dye hulur biskut,pastu ble org nk ambik,dye pun sorok balik biskut tu..haha paling x tahan bile kite marah dye,dye pun tutup mata dgn mulut yg brmuncung,sebab dye takut la tu..pastu dye kenyit2 mata dye ,nk intai org marah ke tak lagi kat dye..(*_*)keke

*macam2lah...^^
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FUTARI NO SUKINA AKANE ZORA(OUR FAVOURITE SUNSET SKY) by Daikoku Danji

Mukai no home futo miagereba
kimi ni yoku nita yokogao

Sotto me wo tojireba kioku ga yomigaeru
Anokoro no boku wa kimi no namida ni kizuite agerenakatta
Sonna boku ni kimi wa kawarazu egao kaeshita
Sugiteyuku kisetsu ni mi wo yudanete kimi wa otona ni natteyuku
Daiji ni motteta iro aseta shasin
Hanikamu egao sorani kagayaiteta
Sayonara to kyuni kimi ga nakidashita
Itsumo futari de kaeru michi.Korekara futari no michi wa chigau kedo
Kimi no miteita sora wo miteita.Futari no sukina akanezora
Nagai michinori wo futari te wo tunagi zutto ishyoni aruita koto imamo oboeteru

[Lyrics from ohmyitskpop.com. Visit for more Kpop lyrics, translations, & chords]

Kimikara no sukide namida afureta ano hi no koto
Arekara mata kimiwo mukae ni
Futari no sukina akanezora

and it's translation~

When I looked at the opposite platform by chance,
I saw a girl whose profile looked like yours.

When I closed my eyes softly, the memories came back to me.
I couldn’t understand the reason why you cried at that time.
But despite that you always smiled at me.
You surrendered yourself to the passing time and became an adult.
I cherished the faded picture.
Your shy smile brightened up the sky.
You suddenly said let’s break up and cried.
We had always walked together. Our paths are separate from now on though.
I saw the sky which you had seen. Our favorite sunset sky.
I remember the long distance we had always walked together holding hands.

The day I cried because you said you love me.
I will come to see you someday.
Our favorite sunset sky.

japanese is wonderful`

lately i've been learning japanese..awesome,i know japanese a lot now!i want to keep learning till my nihongo is daebak!!~~wish me luck minasan~^^

oyasumi minasan~

blog baru..huh..harap2 xde prob ape2..