when times goes by..

It's been almost two month that i've worked at Taska Love Iman..tomorrow will be my last day there..i still doesn't know what is this feeling inside there..there in my heart,i am feeling troubled..i don't want to leave my kids this soon..i felt burdened in my heart that to think every single moment that i will no longer be on their side..with the kids,i found happiness..i don't care what others would think of my work,maybe one could think this kind of job is tiring and kind of low standard,yeah for a teenager,a modern mayb who would spend their day to take care of kids,wash them,wear them clothes,shaking milks on their bottle,play and run with kids allover your side,and whatsoover when you actually can go outing with friends.watching cinemas,hanging around..ya..it is like,yeah...now it's this kind of feeling,you will be leaving your kids! just imagine that we lost our own kids..almost everyday i spent with kids,and who's the weirdo who would not feel anything in their heart?even a bit of a stumbled heart?i felt more than a stumbled heart..because i love them so much..they are like my own kids..i know i'm still young,but sometimes a young heart could know and feel this feeling..i wish i could stay more longer,but i would not..i don't want something bad happen..ant that's is the matter,only me and few others knew..
i knew..my step must be heavy on the last day,i don't want to say goodbye to kids,especially the kids who i adored so much..!! Daneen~i don't want to leave you baby...i love her truly,really,..since i worked there we've been very close together,..she only can get along with me there..i wonder who will adored daneen after i've left..she must be lonely..ahhhh what a pity..i'm so worried about that these day..my work partner,K.Nor said Daneen must be looking around for me when i'm gone..i knew that ady..but Daneen is not the type who randomly looking for me all the time,she play and get along well with others too...but then k.nor said,yes it's true but when daneen cried she will be looking for me..even when she just wake up from sleep..she would wandering around...crying while searching for my sight..when others hurt her,she would come to me..argh..these must be a memories..everyday she would sleep on my side..and we would hugging each other..there just full of love! i know when times goes by,daneen would forget me,but i really hoped that she will not do that bcause i will remembering her all the time..



                                           

with Daneen

with Damien

with Fahima

with Hayfa

with Ucop

with Adam

with Adam Aryan

with Irfan

with Firdaus

with Qayyum

with Humaira

with Safwan

kids,i will remember the times when we were together^^